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审判者

当亚当醒来之后,拥有全新的一天,拥有了美好的昨日。
当他不懂何为睡觉,闭上眼睛并心想自己就要离开世界了。


我想,这一刻的亚当一定是很安稳地睡个好觉。

我从来不相信天堂的存在,所以不晓得自己在什么地方。这里并不美,没有散开漂浮的云朵,橘色的落日,皎洁的月光。虽然一度怀疑这里是天堂,因为睁开眼睛第一眼的感觉只能以“漂浮”二字来形容。天堂给我的第一印象是漂浮,第二莫过于自然美了。

这里的确让人漂浮,但是周围尽是闪着若隐若现的淡光。

“你为了什么而活着?”

“我的生命,第一是为了探索自己,第二是为了谋杀某个人的存在而活着。”我仍带着未消逝的余恨,毫不犹豫地对审判者回答说。

审判者只不过是以我的主见所认为一个人,不明来历的一个人却不见样貌与身影。
然而,这个人却以审判的口气来问我,令我觉得很不是味道。

“谋杀让你失去了昨天,也失去了明天。”说完,四周渐渐灰暗下来。

随便,至少我拭除心头之恨。“我渐渐地感觉不耐烦了,否认它所说的。

”那么你永远都会失去自己,失去生命中最珍贵的东西——快乐“

但是我会拥有自己!“我怒吼,大力地拍自己的胸膛作势,激动地否认它所说的话。


荒谬又令人生气的话。
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四周的漆黑似乎成了四面堵墙,前方左右缓缓地逼近的身子。

依然很生气,激动之中却无处可逃。或许,原来激动的时候根本不会害怕什么。包括死亡。
我根本无法顾及身边的事物,甚至忽略自己。简单而言,进入令种的忘我世界。

也许这只是一种罔顾生命的藉口。所以,我的眼睛似乎要爆裂了,一直辱骂这个人,重复又重复地强调我拥有自己会很快乐……

当四面的堵墙已经压迫身子,我亦渐渐地失去畅顺的呼吸调律。

丝毫的感觉都没有,除了无法呼吸之外。

“你同时会失去自己。”

最后还是听见那令人不舒服的声音。


思绪依然热锅上的蚂蚁,除了激动还是激动。大自然、美景、天堂、 天空已不在。
身边的风景几时变成了漆黑的框子,在美丽的世界中几时让自己变成了愤恨的傀儡。

最后的一刻,我认定自己无法接受生命中的平静。
然后闭上眼睛接受审判。

××

如果可以让我在生命可我选择杀一个人,我想第一个即将被杀的人的是哥哥。
于是,我察觉自己依然讨厌基督教的一个阴影者……

不管这是不是成为怨恨的理由,讨厌就是讨厌。

这篇文章是在听见他说出丑陋的话,我无声回应之中觉得很激动生气,并写下来的。
刚好看着《在天堂遇见的五个人》,就想像了自己死后被某个自己审判的情况。
那个审判者,其实是自己。
若我们放得开,惨淡的周围即将是美丽的云天。
是什么让自己觉得那么忧郁,还有那逼近的压迫感。

是自己。

是这样吧,大概。

2010/04/27 01:28 2010/04/27 01:28


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狗脸变成A形




突然想再次对这名曾经让我怨恨重重的同学,画画。 =)
没错的话这应该是第三次,刚刚加上了“死黑狗”——前两篇显得我如何以幼稚的脾气来发泄(莞尔啊,哈哈,哈。)

这个该死的标签

今天在chemistry lab的时候的风景很杀人,我已经对自己的成绩如此不满意了。此刻,他在我的前面叽叽喳喳乱乱吠,活像一条疯狗。


来来去去就是说A+。我对他那无聊的对话在此做了一个小总结:

没有A+,他会死哦。会死掉,会死到很惨。惨到天绝地裂,永远没有人可以看见他的尸骨……没有人哦……没有人啊……没有人哦……(下删多余的字)


我讨厌这种瞧不起人的人。
或许从某个心理角度来看,是自己的自尊心在搞怪。
可是第一印象给我就是,他就是瞧不起没拿A+的混蛋。看到他很想打他一顿。
只是说说,重要的是现在他没影响到我的情绪。换作以前,我会因为这种混蛋,因为曾经与吵架过的人留下怨恨,而一直维持这段恩怨之情让自己无法变得快乐。



然后说什么拿A+也没用,不拿A+又会死。
得意洋洋,超级欠打。




很不爽了,老实说安静的我其实已经想揍人了。
当时心情实在很不好啊,我说,我不看了。老牛拿走纸张,说,我帮你看。你有拿A+,A也是有。我无语,慌乱的心一直在安抚自己的情绪。怕吐口说话,会暴露自己的不安,让情绪失控。接着,死黑狗就开始说,要拿A+才有用的,你少一个就跌到很低了。


嗯,听见这句话的时候,很不爽。








最后离开实验室的时候,我一边暗暗地独自安抚看不起自己的情绪,一边激动地骂这该死的人,迟早被A+害死,一个不适合进入“社会大学”的人,在大学毕业之后。

一边看不起别人的恶劣性格,一边安慰自己。

我说,安慰,是不是掩饰自己自卑的性格,让自己更好过呢?

2010/04/23 16:05 2010/04/23 16:05


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时间之隙 Time gap

与自己沉浮,注定嫁给躲在时间之隙里的文字。

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“时间之隙,我回来了。你呢。”
“我?”
“我害怕失去你。”
“抱歉,我并没有可归的地方。
只能站在原地,等待你来解开郁悒之锁。”

                                                                              --彬 20.04.2010


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距离半年考的日子不多,课室上的学生依然匆匆埋头赶功课。
一个喧闹的课室,一个寂静的早上。
前座同学的背影或起或落,视线也不禁锁定在熟悉的形状之中。
当朋友埋头解答纸上的问题,精神竟然倏地放缓。
有点疲累,自己的身心与文字在高级数学题前显得极其渺小。
既短暂却深感长远的思考,一度停滞不前。

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在不少人在汩汩奔流地穿越习题,在多少人驰骋于校园的时光。
我似乎囚禁在漫长的思考,如文字已经升华成无法消失的空气。
悲切与欢喜,似乎。
于是,我认定自己遭受到某种荼毒了。
被洗涤的土地,湿润的走廊,每一处角落都泛漫着一份憧憬。

××

张曼娟说,就算是午睡一场,也不比担心夜间睡的不安稳。
这几天完全没睡午觉,几乎大部分的时间花在书写与画画。
在这不长不短的时光,始终逃不了种种遗憾。比如拿最简单的事情来说,我会遗憾自己无法畅快地笑,于是在别人的记忆中失去了温祥的模样。仿佛《香水》里的男主角。即使拥有自己的特点,也无法把难忘的芳香变成永恒的味道。

尽管触犯神的领域,违抗现实的理论。
他剥夺无辜的生命,掠取人类最原始的处女香并收留在一瓶有一瓶的小罐子。这一切都象征着他最美好的记忆。

不同的是,我亦需要拿记忆来维持光华。
一点自怜,成了繁星之中的微光。
万个虚空,却是连太阳的光亮也看不见的微光。

俯仰之间,我该用什么来保存记忆呢。于是,我开始了书写与画画,在突然想起身边人所显扬出来的气质当儿。

他们都很美。

就在光线中蠕动的身影与脸孔,连同记忆一份带入时间之隙。









2010/04/21 01:49 2010/04/21 01:49


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第二天的尾声



我幻想自己拥有移动型的雪糕小摊子,每当经过一个地方,那些人的生活中又出现雪糕来滋润他们的生活。他们可以突然间地从伸出舌头,舔舔冰冷的甜味儿,让最具令人怀念的味道纳入心胸。

只是如一片流星雨划过脑海,想想罢了——我没有这种具备好心的本质做这种造福的事情。倘若听见ice-cream车播放起轻松的儿童歌曲,来到你的面前停下来,随之五彩缤纷的雪糕在眼前一一显现,那是多么美好的事情。

童年的味道,蕴含着沁人心脾的芬芳。
在斑斓多彩多味,始终逃不了甜的原始味。

这与我摆Wall's雪糕摊脱离不了关系,只是突然这么想起来了。
别人倒不需要那么麻烦摆摊子,wall's还真的是wall's牌子的雪糕。
话说远了。

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没有什么实照,做工的时候不能携带任何东西。

昨天第一次真的看见标致身材的人妖promoter。(想认识她的冲动,可是还是不了了之。)
光顾我的顾客多数是马来人一家亲。"买ice-cream的大多数都是马来人,华人是吃完了再买。他们都是很奇怪的,好像天天‘顿’起来吃。"一名Nestles推销大姐这么说。

推销的时候花很多力气在口水里,几乎成了朗朗上口的几句话。
似乎在背书,不过我好久没以温祥的脸孔对人笑笑了。
(平时刻板的脸孔暂时可以脱离原定的轨线,肢解死板的模样。)

“hello,miss,sini ada tiga jenis rasa”
"DOUBLE DUTCH,COOKIES &CREAMS dan THE ROCKY ROAD"
"biasa kita jual 9.90 ,sekarang jual lapan tujuh sembilan (8.79)"

最后一天的今天,在我自言臭骂那名欠打的柜台女auntie就这样结束。
我疲累地把支离分解并折好的雪糕摊子,搬入车厢里。
这两天的日子,把我的剩余时间给霸占得只剩下无声的空间。
剩下来的一切,是让自己回顾这平静的推销生活的余华。

PS:童年的味道是我闻回来的……=)



2010/04/18 23:31 2010/04/18 23:31


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Wall's promoter

今天代替别人去做了两天的promoter。
那里只有我一个人负责推销wall's雪糕牌,每次的第一天打工总是不懂得真正的疲累,反而觉得有点新鲜感。

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二来,有点担心遇到哪个熟人。第一次做promoter,不想给任何人看见,却误以为我是个不爱读书的女生。我绝对不是钱的奴隶,只是见钱眼开。

妈拍拍我的肩膀说,喂,要去打工吗,两天罢了,就可以赚160。
在懵懵懂懂欲醒来的那霎那,我说,好啊,就代替她去打工吧。


2010/04/18 02:15 2010/04/18 02:15


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感想

对我而言,无论是悬崖、恐怖、爱情抑或文艺电影,都一定有它具备让人观赏的价值。有人说,像transformer,2012这种花大资本的电影,真的是有的看却没内容。不过对我而言,视觉享受也是一种享受,至少你在观赏这部电影的时候有了某种震撼力,或许会触发你去思考某种问题的存在。像2012,里头的一句话:“大自然会做出选择,该留下来的人就会留下来。”(不是很记得了)还关于人民文化的毁灭,等于抹杀了自己,诸如此类的话。

上个星期日,心血来潮的自己看了96年的《Titanic》。

1.故事总是美丽的

里头的爱情故事真浪漫,相隔了84年的女主角依然可以闻到泰坦尼克号的气息。

It’s been 84 years.
And I can still smell the fresh paint.

我们都知道,故事总会是美丽的——
以残忍的句点让人留下了深刻的印象。
泪水罄尽,剩下心胸中的空廖,与多少年以后的激动。
(当时,我才晓得铁达尼号沉船事件是真的,真迟钝。)
永远记得与自己毫无相关的日子:1912年4月15日

从以前到现在,我只晓得这部电影是关于沉船的故事。
Rose与Jack Dawson的爱情故事,可以说是来的去,也消逝的快。
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I'm flying,Jack.
浪漫的那一幕,也是最经典的一幕。

2.关于死亡

我羡慕的不是他们的爱情,而是面临垂死的人们。
船上音乐家洒脱地一起拉奏小提琴,装作若无其事似的说,今天能和你们合作,真高兴。
绅士们穿上整齐的西装,死前都要走得像个绅士。
一些人进行最后一次祷告,拯救即将死亡的自己。
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看见水面即将深潜至自己,有的人选择开枪了解自己的生命。
那时我在想,是不是自己结束自己的生命,永远比面死亡的恐惧更能获得解脱?
如此以来,自己就不需要害怕眼前来袭的死亡?(这也是一种逃避吧)
如果哪一天我面对无可逃避的死亡,或许我不懂得如何释放自己。
我不敢自杀,只好等待着痛苦地等到最后一秒,然后失去知觉地窒息。

3. 危机

(以前进步=解决生活中的困难 ,现在的进步=制造困难=摧毁世界)

1912年罢了,这意外显示人类在生命如此脆弱。
更重要的是,距离今年98年的1912年其实并不远。
真的不远啊,好命的人可以活到白多岁。
于是,我想起了这2010年的世界如何地昌盛,科技如何地变化滋生。
连世界末日的各种推论也不断被研究家、科学家去探讨,这一切又对我们有什么意义。

或许我们应该活在人们口中以前那种落伍、科技空荡的年代。
所谓的进步,现今之沦为人类的虚荣心,不断研发最方便自己的一种劣性。
我真的不想要先进的时代了。
股票、广播、动漫、电子书、电脑、手机、相机、空调……突然之间似乎是没用的,如此虚空。
活在危机重重的时代,才能靠自己的精力去避开任何困难,才能与不同的人寻找抗止生活中的困难,会更好。
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Since that passing of that great age
the methods of polar exploration have change considerably:
the fragile wooden ships and the skittish dog teams have been replaced by ice-breakers,tractors,and aircraft.But the snow-covered landscape remains the same-
fantastic,challenging,forbidding---demanding the very best that men and nations have to offer.
—— George J.Dufek

(最近对航海探索家起了兴趣)


2010/04/18 01:09 2010/04/18 01:09


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Falling



或许我该多点体恤别人,不只是一味埋顾自己的生活



否则某种寂寞的恶魔来侵袭自己,悔恨自己太自私。
有点难过,发现身心越来越退缩。

2010/04/08 22:10 2010/04/08 22:10


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第三位学生

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 想起我的华文词典,如今已经烂了一半,多页的纸张脱落。
这时的她所翻查的词典是马来文词典,翻到一半如厌恶读书的世人一样睡着了…………

告诉我,为什么我们要读书!为什么为了梦想,就必须考取那张文凭!
告诉我这只是一个过程,并不重要!(我要疯了,不要再告诉我理智理智理智理智!那只是表面上为了尊重他人,尊重自己的一种压抑失控的装饰)
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谁告诉你说不重要的,我为了领取奖学金,最初的目的而读书。(叶慧彬加油~)
所以加油咯~查字典并不难,更可悲的是肚子里没有属于自己字典的人~哈哈

2010/04/03 12:14 2010/04/03 12:14


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