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It's time to back to KL after a week more staying in my hometown for chinese new year celebration.
What's inside me now is unwilling to go back to KL, a place that I shouldn't resist to stay in but I do, now. I don't feel like going back there to work, to be alone, to be stupid and doing something that I don't even wanna do. I just want to stay away from it and running back to my home, a place that gives me the secure and peace. I feel safe staying here.
And now, I have no choice but have to go back .
I'm gonna miss my bed here, my laptop here, my TV here, my home here.
Haiz... I have no idea what happens on me which gives me a feeling that I would want to quit everything in KL, either running away or coming back to my hometown.
It's getting stronger as I can realize about it.
Should I resist the "temptation" or should I just let it be?
I just ... don't want to be alone.
What's inside me now is unwilling to go back to KL, a place that I shouldn't resist to stay in but I do, now. I don't feel like going back there to work, to be alone, to be stupid and doing something that I don't even wanna do. I just want to stay away from it and running back to my home, a place that gives me the secure and peace. I feel safe staying here.
And now, I have no choice but have to go back .
I'm gonna miss my bed here, my laptop here, my TV here, my home here.
Haiz... I have no idea what happens on me which gives me a feeling that I would want to quit everything in KL, either running away or coming back to my hometown.
It's getting stronger as I can realize about it.
Should I resist the "temptation" or should I just let it be?
I just ... don't want to be alone.
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