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(CooLiNgsKy 冰之穎) — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 10:22:18 +0800

It's time to back to KL after a week more staying in my hometown for chinese new year celebration.

What's inside me now is unwilling to go back to KL, a place that I shouldn't resist to stay in but I do, now. I don't feel like going back there to work, to be alone, to be stupid and doing something that I don't even wanna do. I just want to stay away from it and running back to my home, a place that gives me the secure and peace. I feel safe staying here.

And now, I have no choice but have to go back .

I'm gonna miss my bed here, my laptop here, my TV here, my home here.

Haiz... I have no idea what happens on me which gives me a feeling that I would want to quit everything in KL, either running away or coming back to my hometown.

It's getting stronger as I can realize about it.

Should I resist the "temptation" or should I just let it be?

I just ... don't want to be alone.

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