一個人出走の天空 ::

最近的我真的很累，就像現在拼命地打瞌睡。不夠睡嗎？也不是。太忙了嗎？也不是。
I easily get tired lately, as if I keep on yawning right now. Am I lack of sleep. Nope. Am I too busy? Nope.

昨晚不到10點就已經進入夢鄉，一睡就九個小時多，真的會不夠睡嗎？好奇怪哦，最近泡戲沒有像以前那樣恐怖，一追就追到早上4、5點才罷手。看了那么幾集就覺得悶，隨手一關機後又后悔莫明。
I slept before 10 last night. Do you think I'm really lack of sleep since I'd slept for around 9 hours? It's weird, I wasn't that crazy while watching drama series as before. I would definitely watch it until 4-5 am in the morning last time. However, a profound sense of ennui was attacking me after a few episodes.

天，我該做什么來著？這就是每晚自問的問題。
God, what can I do now? I asked.

心情不好嗎？也不是。憂郁癥發作嗎？也不是。心不是藍藍的，更不是灰灰的，然而也不是燦爛奪目的。像湖水般平靜得連一點漣漪都沒。
Do I have a bad mood? Nope. Melancholia attacking me? Nope. I'm not blue, neither gray, but it's not colorful too. It's so peaceful and calm without any ripple in my heart.

那，我究竟干么那么累啊？我暗忖。
我怎么知道。我自答。
Then, why am I so tired. I thought.
How do I know? I answered.

心頭也不是悶悶的啊！更不是懶蟲癥發作什么都不想做不想動只想躺在床上當死豬。那我累什么來著啊？樣子已經不美了啊，mask又懶惰做，足夠的睡眠一大早起床還是一個爛樣，別人不知道還以為我晚晚clubing，天天泡街咧！
I didn't feel any desperation. It's not even because of the attacks of laziness where I just wanna lay on bed and doing nothing. Then WHY AM I TIRED? I'm not pretty anymore, and I'm so lazy to do mask. I still look bad although having so enough sleep. Others might think that I may go clubbing every night due to my bad appearance. =P

天，回想起來我該不會是得了什么“我發現我的生活沒有意義”、“我在活在這世界上到底是干什么”這些莫名其妙又白癡的頹廢綜合癥吧？不可能啊，我又沒頹廢，上班還吃蛇吃得很起勁咧！
Umm... don't tell me that I'm having so-called syndrome of "no enthusiasm" in life! I'm not that dispirited ok? I'm still happy slacking off in the office.

要么，吃蛇吃過頭，補到腦神經有問題？不是吧？這樣會遭天譴的咧！
Or perhaps I'm too over in not concentrate on works, that's why I'm now a bit crazy already?

但，就是好累哦！睡又不是，做又不是，動又不是。
我是不是因為沒有東西好做所以在發瘋啊？
Huh! I'm tired. What to do? Am I crazy because of nothing to do?

也不對啊！我還有一堆工作要做的唄！怎么可能沒有東西做？
Impossible! I've a pile of works to do!

算了，讓我好好倒數好了！還有三個星期，還有三個星期我就是自由之身了。不過自由了又如何，到頭來還不是從一個虎口掉進另外一個狼口？
Whatever, just forget about it. Let's counting down to welcome my freedom. It's just 3 weeks more to celebrate my independence.

真無聊，我睡覺去算了。
So nonsense. I better go to sleep.

有誰有吃了令人精力充沛的藥？我想沾一口。=P
Anyone who has a medicine to build up your strength and power?
I want some. =P